Diatribe ' OATH TO DEATH '

When my mum looks for me,
tell her I took an oath to death,
the only one I love
had sent me deep into the earth,
tell my Father that I've played my heart as bet,
because my heart is broken,dying and unset.
Tell my brother he can have my new phone,
he should text the girl
that broke me that I'm now alone,
tell my Sisters that their junior brother
couldn't find a love that worth him.
It was so painful and poisonous
and my heart can't stand it,
tell my colleague at work that my life was bitter,
I've told him this,
he should understand better.
If you this love re-reads this...
Can you stay away from my grave please?
Dont break my soul after my body is gone,
don't say you love me and make my heaven burn.
I wish I could take this pain as moon's ago
but I've taken an oath to death and swore,
if my little cousin askes of me,
tell him I'm where mortals as me are meant to be,
if the neighbors are to call on my name,
tell them the good heart had gone to flame,
Baby do you think I wont do it...?
When I said I won't survive it,
I mean it !
I've jumped out a plane,
baby you were my only parachute,
won't you save me....?
Won't you save me now?
I am sorry I can't forgive you,
I've taken an oath to death.

King Frost.
July
2019

The poet personae writes this piece after his lover hurts him, he does not care anymore about life and tells every person in his life that death will save him if the woman he intends would not.